Tuesday, June 2, 2009

all smiles

The last week of life has been a bit of a blur. I am not really sure what the day of the week is, date or time. I keep having to look at my cell to remind me of these basic facts of life.

To summarize the last seven days, Tuesday of last week (exactly one week ago) I made the big leap of moving to Nashville. As many of you know this move has been a long time coming. I have probably been planning/saving money to do this for about 9 months now. The emotions I experienced driving down I-24 West last Tuesday can be described in three words: overwhelmed, excited and most of all a sensation that my world was about to become totally different. Brett (sister's boyfriend) helped me move all of my furniture with his truck which helped so much! I was so grateful not to have to spend tons of money on a Uhaul. I am living in the 2nd story of a house in East Nashville. I share the 2 bedroom loft apt. with my friend Lauren and there are 3 guys that live in the bottom floor below us. They are all in a hardcore band which I find kind of amusing. They are super sweet guys though and I think we will spend a lot of time this summer with them whether it's going out for sushi or sipping a beer on the front porch. I am glad to have neighbors that don't seem really sketch (which could very easily be the case in East Nashville)! Our house is less than 10 minutes from downtown which is super fun! I can not wait to check out some of the treasures downtown including the library (http://www.library.nashville.org/) and Gigi's Cupcakes (http://www.gigiscupcakesusa.com/).

Last Wednesday I drove to Cleveland and met up with my cousin Katie (who lives in Knoxville). We drove down to Atlanta with my friend Kristin M. to see The National at The Tabernacle. It was a super fun show and I actually got to meet the band (which I don't think I've done since high school). They were super nice guys and we had a really good time. Seeing them live was something I've wanted to do for the past 2 years so it was nice to have a little dream come true. :-)

On Thursday I drove back to Nashville and spent my 2nd night in the new place...Lauren and I hung out on the porch with our housemates for a couple of hours which was nice. Lyle, Brandon and J.P. are really funny and down to earth guys. It is nice to hang out with people who are not super pretentious...

Friday morning Lauren drove me to the airport (which is 15 minutes from our house) and I caught my 4 hour and 10 minute flight to Ontario, California. I had a non-stop flight which was super nice! My friend Jeannie picked me up at the airport and we drove straight to In-N-Out which was AMAZING. I hadn't been there in almost 2 years so my burger, fries and vanilla shake tasted better than ever. I actually have been there twice already even though I have only been out here for 4 days. Oh well...I can watch calories when I get home! ;-)

There is a lot more that I have been up to in the last few days but that is all I am going to share for now...Stay tuned for more trip details.

-amanda diane

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Nashville


After a long hiatus from the blogging life I am BACK! I finally can make an exciting announcement about my plans for life after Cleveland because things are officially nailed down. :-) I am moving to Nashville in a little over a week with my fabulous friend Lauren. We have signed the lease on a cute duplex loft apt. that is actually the 2nd story of a house. It has 2 bedrooms, a large living room, kitchen, laundry room (washer and dryer included), fridge and a nook (I think I just like saying that word)! It is in East Nashville but in a less sketch area for anyone who knows Nashville...It is close to downtown, my new Starbucks (in Madison) and not too far from the Paul Mitchell school in Antioch that I will be starting at in October (if all goes as planned). I am so excited! Come visit me? :-)


Also, I am heading to the west coast May 29th-June 9th to be in my friend Jeannie's wedding (June 6th). I am looking forward to some beach, in-n-out, sushi, mexican food, family seeing, and of course hanging out with one of my bestest friends! I have not been to California in going on 2 years and I am super pumped!


I will be back in Nashville on the 9th and starting work at my new store shortly after that...I am going to be working on some writing samples as well. I am keeping my fingers crossed that I can find some freelance work in my new city...
Change is coming and I am so ready!

Monday, February 2, 2009

Being an adult is so much fun ;-)

The last week has been a little bit rough to say the least. On Thursday evening my cute little altima broke down on I-75 South near Ooltewah. I was crusing along as normal when suddenly all of my lights came on (engine, oil, brake), my steering started locking up, I couldn't accelerate and my engine started making a terrible noise! I had to get it towed back to Cleveland and the mechanic thinks it needs a new engine. Let me just cough up that couple extra thousand dollars I have underneath my bed. ;-) It may end up being a better idea to just buy another car and sell my car for the parts. It is eleven years old and I have already put a lot of repair work into it...I may end up buying Aubrey's car in a couple months, but until that day it looks like life is going to involve me sharing a car with my two brothers.

This all may sound like a lot of whining and complaining but I am honestly quite grateful. I am thankful that I now work in Cleveland and could walk to work if I have to (this would have been a terrible thing to have happen if I was still driving to Chattanooga). I am also blessed to have access to another car sometimes. I guess it's just frustrating that this happened a few months before I am planning to move somewhere else where I definitely will need a car. I have some money saved but I was hoping to use that towards the move and not a car payment. Anyways, hopefully things will work out and I will stop stressing! I miss my little coche!

Monday, January 19, 2009

Can I have this dance with you for the rest of my life?

Currently I am sitting alone in my cozy little apartment on this snowy (gasp!) January afternoon pondering life, love and other mysteries. Erick Baker and Phillip LaRue are on the playlist and I am trying to get some thoughts out on this "page" that have been running around in my brain the last couple days.

I am thinking about the concept of dancing and what it involves. According to the definition of the word dancing can be many different things or ideas; it can be a series of motions and steps, involve leaping or skipping about excitedly and it also can bring an individual to a particular state or condition. Thinking about the latter component of the idea what state is brought about when one dances? Well when I dance at least usually joy, happiness, freedom and a carefree state of mind are brought about. It doesn't matter if I'm engaged in some sweet and mushy slow dance with a current boyfriend or engaged in a joyous dance circle with a group of girlfriends...Okay actually there is a difference. Both experiences bring about complete abandonment and lack of concern about the fears, hurts and bitterness that this world and many of the people in it can provide. There is a crucial difference however; dancing with a lover is quite different than dancing with friends for a variety of reasons...First of all there is that feeling of utter closeness with another person that rarely comes across in other experiences.

In a slow couple dance there is mostly tender appreciation for the other person involved. It really is not a selfish act. It is simply holding someone closely, gazing into their eyes and feeling every beat of their heart. You don't exactly get that in a girl dance party (not that I don't utterly enjoy such experiences, don't get me wrong)! Listening to the lyrics to an Eric Baker song today "Can I have this dance with you for the rest of my life?" I started thinking about how I want the rest of my life to be a dance. I want my relationship with my God to be joyous, without fear and completely like dancing with someone that I am utterly and completely in love with. I want to get so swept up and abanoned in this dance that I am quick to forgive, eager to abandon the hurts I've endured and ready to love and be open to new and exciting happenings in my life without fear. I want to know that I am not alone. Oh Lord, can I have this dance with you for the rest of my life?

*This post was written to the sounds of Erick Baker and Phillip LaRue...for more check out
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